Sonnet Of A Broken Heart

Crying tears of horrid shame.
You heard my call and therefore came.
Lost without your love for me.
Voices echo over land and sea.
Thus, you do not show you care.
That's my heart, at which you rip and tear.
My heart is nothing, NOTHING to you!
Your heart must be all of stone.
Lost and scared, it's all unknown.
Heart is empty mind is gone.
I give, I give. You finally won.
For your sin, our God weeps.
Because in your blood, the poison seeps.

By W0nT0n

Prayer Of Suicide

I close my eyes real tight,
Fighting to live through the night.
Tears held back, without a care.
Dreams of horror it's not fair.
Help me Lord, I need you so,
Today's the day, I choose to go.
Every step, every breath.
Every move, I need death.
Sobs are empty, cause is gone.
Don't want to see, another dawn.
No more words, not a single one.
My time is up, all worth is done.
I do not deserve, another try.
This is the day, I choose to die.

By W0nT0n

A Small Point Of View

Lost in the wilderness,
Crying all alone again,
With only trees to pass my time.

Strange noises confuse my every word.
Showing me a whole new world
Laughing at my every move.

Flowers of every color,
Tease my tired eyes,
Pushing me to the ground.

Birds of rage scream from above.
Suspiciously eyeing my every breath.
Standing on guard,
Commanding me to breathe their air.

Sleeping in beds of twigs and leaves,
Never cleaner than dirty,
Me, only a small, small mouse.

By W0nT0n

A Darkened Prison

A dark cloud settles,
Above my hidden thoughts,
Taunting my emotions,
To obey its every word.

The darkness creeps in on me,
Imprisonating my shining stars,
Trapping me in its clutches,
I want to walk no more.

The blackness is my asylum,
A special ward just for me.
No life, no love, no leading light,
Only air to fill my lungs.

Rotting here I start to think,
Why do I let it win?
What more can I do,
But sit here and stare?

A dark cloud settles,
Imprisonating my shining stars,
Taunting my emotions,
I want to walk no more.

By W0nT0n

The Outcast

Waiting,
Watching,
Walking,
Silent,
Never talking.

Dreaming,
Hoping,
Crying,
Falling,
But never dying.

By W0nT0n

A Lonely Day Poem

Can you tell me how,
Can you tell me why,
I have to spend my time,
With me, myself, and I?

Forever never acknowledged,
Always picked last,
Always proclaimed "normal",
Disappearing, oh, so fast.

No hands to grab hold of.
No one to hang around.
No friends to call my own.
I'm beaten to the ground.

By W0nT0n

Death

One broken heart too many,
Is just enough to satisfy,
The thought of death,
A burial,
Cold dirt,
As silk is upon an old woman.

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A Question

Caressing me gently,
He holds me in his arms,
The same as every other woman.
Please tell me I'm not dirt,
Dirt to fill the hole in your laughter!!

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What's My Future?

Laying awake,
Forsaken in my heart,
Ever wondering,
Of whatever I become.

Will I live in a spacious house,
With a couple of dogs,
And a school of fish?

Will I live in a spacious house,
With a few pygmy rooms,
And a newspaper,
On the end table.

Will I own a tenacious sports car,
Bright blood red,
With comfortable seats?

Will I own an agile beat up Ford,
Putt, putt, putting along the road,
Changing my tires every mile?

By W0nT0n

Inside My Soul

Misplaced in a world of emotions,
A world all my own,
Forever walking alone,
Planting horrors,
Within my soul.

By W0nT0n

Back!!

Hey guys... I know no one really reads this but hey... whatever!! Well these are the last 2 dayz of me working at Moo's Juice.. hurray.. boi am i sick of that place. We were so busy today.... ugh. All day we made like 1300 dollars, when we usually make like 800 or so..... I had a headache all day.. stupid headache :( ne way g2g byez

Hey

Hey guys... I guess no one is reading my blog so maybe I'll start giving up on it... I guess no one really thinks of me as that close of a friend... screw you all..

Yo

Hey guyz I'm bored of writing poems.. so i'm gunna vent.

I've recently met this new guy. He's so cute. I met him at work, and his name is Saleem. Yes.. he is Indian.. not native.. but from India. I LOVE INDIA. Ne wayz he's awesome. He helps me with everything he possibly can. I wanna go out with him, I just hope he's not like everyother guy I've dated... ne wayz g2g.. luv lotz.

NOTE

ALL PICTURES FOR ALL POEMS ARE NOT MINE. I RANDOMLY PIC ONES I LIKE FROM GOOGLE, NOT NOW OR EVER WILL I CLAIM THEM AS MY OWN.
THNX MUCHO.
W0nT0n

My Mind

My mind is unique,
Always heeding,
Always changing.

Enshrouded,
From the rest of the world.
Thoughts are hurled, and forgotten.

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La Flora

Odorous pedals,
Smile evermore.
Immersing in light.
Occupy my heart.
And prevail my sediments anew.

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The Dolphin

The waves roll in,
And fish will swim,
But the dolphin dances,
Amongst the coral reefs.

Sing a song,
Of a long forgotten tongue.
The brother of the coral,
And mother of freedom.

Come to me,
With the calling of my heart.
Lead me with your fragile soul.
Nature's entrance to your agile mind.

Will you be mine?
Will you guide me further?
Shall you be forever lifting?
Shall you sing your unheard song?

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I Am No More

My eyes, growing heavy.
My skin, colder than ice.
My movements, few.
And my words, useless.

Silence has won,
And I am afraid to leave you now.
It is not that I'm afraid to leave.
But thus, who will watch over you in my place.

Take my hand,
But do not shed a tear.
Be happy, live a life.
You have my hand for always.

My thoughts, spent.
My emotions, damned.
My light, cryptic.
And I am no more.....

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God's Job

Step by step,
One foot in front of the other.
Obediently following what I am told.
Placing my predicaments orderly among your baggage.
So you may decipher them all.

No more!!
I said refrain!
I will not let you!
Refrain from correcting my wrongs!
They are mine!

Yes, I shall uphold at whatever cost.
I beg of you, let me unbidden.
Please take your hand off my shoulder.
And repress from doing God's job.
Entrust that to him!

By W0nT0n

Different

I stand out,
This I know.
I am different.
But not alone.
I wear things,
Others wouldn't dare,
I dress my way,
Because I don't care.

I don't care what they say.
I'm called names from day to day.
I hate you, they scream.
I hate you so much.
Your useless,
And helpless,
And such,
And such.

So I say,
Screw 'em all.
Laugh at them,
And watch 'em fall.
Soon they'll see.
That they are dumb.
And that they're death,
Will rightfully come.

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See Me

Dim the lights, to stop my pain.
Watch the clouds,
To clear my mind.
See the stars,
To meet my death.
And catch the moon,
To touch my heart.
Smell a rose,
To share my love.
Share my music,
Understand my thoughts.
Just see me.
See me as I am.

By W0nT0n

The World

The seas are full of life to bring,
And hope is shared with others.
The land is full of hate and regret,
As long as humans run it.

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Thy Aching Heart

Thy sea dances,
As thou art full of life.
Watch as yonder bird fly above.
Thou screams of thy birds,
Soothes thy aching heart.
Letting all know that,
There are others for thy to roam with.

By W0nT0n

Not Just Another

I am not just another teenager,
Living from day to day.
I am not just another dot on this earth,
Learning how to be like you,
The way you want me to be.
I am not just another soul,
Left to wander alone.
I can not be like you,
The way you want me to.
I can not be on my own like you,
For I am not you.
I am, however, a human being,
With a mind of my own.
I am, however, a human soul,
With my feelings left to wonder.
I have seen things that others have not seen.
If you don't believe,
Please, I insist,
Ask.

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Hollow

The sun is shining,
But my sky is dark.
The stars are gone,
And there are no clouds.
The fields are empty,
With no living soul.
I am lost and can't be found.
For now, it's only me.
I know I'm lost and drifting,
And my hopes and dreams are lifting.
They're draining from my heart,
And it has become hollow.

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Only Me

No one has ever been exactly where I have been.
No one has seen exactly what I have seen.
They have seen better,
They have seen worse.
But their eyes have not captured what my eyes have weighed.
But I will hold my tears in the palm of my hand,
And pass it on to others with this pain in their hearts.

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Growing Up

The sky is blue,
As I stare into space.
My tears run free,
As I release them.
My opinions and facts,
Now lay alone.
No one to support them,
And no one to help chase them down.

By W0nT0n